saperem aude

man, for real, from the first dayx of my life... there was nothin other that i wanted to do than love !
givin love, recievin love, spreadinlove, celebrating love... that was thoe whole it.

and then came the darkness, the pain, me, as a kid, didint know how to deal with it, just tryed
to go on, survive in a cold world....

but as thee time went by, it was gettin harder nd harder till it finally tryed to eat me,
till the darkness finally tryed to inhale my soul...

so i, learned to be darker than dark, learned to fight harder then hard,
and i was darker nd i was harder cause i had thee light in my back !
the light was what i was fightin for...

nd it came that i am the most beautifull nd most brutal mothafucka on earth,
but , alwayz rememba, just cause i wanted to give d have love.
that was and iss my intention...

oh lord, please dont let me be missunderstood, cause my intentions r good....

nd today ? today im soo far away from all this humans which r livin in deniel,
who r livin in fear and pressure, that the most of em, do not now how to deal me....

nd because they feel my power with their undadevoloped, but still existin third eyes, the most of them c their own failure
in my eyes...
and therefor, mostly, they hate me, cause hate is the next step of fear....

but thee goodones, thatones that still managed to keep the dream up in their lifes, these r the poeople which
appriciate me, which like me, which love me, and i love em.
and thats were the circle is closin, these people r my people, these people r the citicens of the beloved land... . ...

nd so, everybody, even i act like a crazy mothafucka sumtimes, realize that im just a little child,
a lttle child that is searchin for love...


so, folks, believe in urself and be ready for fightin for the light, fighti for love, nd u al will be lonnely for sure -
but, u all will be the ones that the doors will be opend to, cause u knocked....


peAce !!! ! !!!

so you say you need some time
to find yourself and free your mind
i can see it clear
im no longer needed here
say you need some time
to find youself and free your mind
i can see it clear
im no longer needed here

gave you damn near everything
you wasn't a hoe to me
protected and provided for you
cuz thats how its pose to be
but now all of the sudden you want independence
don't say where your goin you'll just be back in a minute
so i just say fuck it cuz you always had your freedom
go and find your friends if you really need em'
to feel good about yourself and give your spirit a boost
they're fuckin over their men hell you might as well do it too
go find that fountain of youth, that fantasy life
where you don't have to work on it to make it right
i never meant to bring you down
you grit your teeth and you frown whenever i come around
and i guess you had enough, packin up leavin
throwin in the towel for no apparent reason
but i'll be ok in the wind as i ride
thinkin bout a time when u were by my side

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no matter what i do for girl it aint' enough
i helped you raise some badass kids and bought you stuff
you know food to eat money for takin care
i helped you pay your rent sometimes and i don't even stay there
but who cares we're suppose to be one
late night smokin purple watchin sanford and son
thats how we use to get down now we fuss and we fight
cuz im always in the studio or club every night
you wanna do what yer friends do
hang where them hoes hang
i'd rather be alone bitch im thru with this whole thing
im doin my own thing so you should do the same
stop blowin up my nextel cryin aint' nothin changed
makin up excuses to leave thats ok
you aint' gotta make excuses to me just go i won't complain
you want the train or the bus i'll call u a cab and you can hand me back the keys to my jag